Teenage dream

Suddenly have some feeling for the song, i noe itz not long ago i left my teenagers life, im sure i'd missed it alot! I don't have the most fantastic and incredible teenage life, but, what i missed the most is the freedom (of their own definition ;P) in doing whatever they like and always full of excitement.....When things are new to u and future are meant to be adventurous and worth celebrating every little moments of joy~


Unfortunately, i missed out a lot of good parts...wasting my time regretting and self-blaming. I'd been trying too hard to control all that's around me, be it friends, love or family....All that time i'd been wasting my endless teenager's energy in a bunch of unnecessary event. Perhaps i'd spend too much time looking back and never really being able to move forward. Paralyzed by fear of losing everything, don't get me wrong, it's not really kiasu that i mean, it the kind of fear that things are going out the ways that "it meant to be"....


I noe life cannot be perfect, the harder u strive it, the harder u fall. Time was spent on thinking "what happened just now and how it can be corrected?" rather than a simply " what's next?"


I'd been raised to perceive risk as fearsome and mistakes are unforgivable. At every point of our life we must  at all cost, to avoid it, and eventually to exterminate their existence. Is this the right way to think and live?


From what i'd seen so far, and from what happened around me, it didn't work out.

Therefore, i'm learning the other way.
Living at the moment is nothing more important the past. Its difficult not to regret, but what u do is u look back and smile, start moving, and DON'T EVER LOOK BACK!


I dont want to be confined in my own regrets and mistakes, i'm not Perfect, and i hold no responsibilities for things that i cant control.



Dad, Thank you for making me realize it.

Sun, after rain

Itz Sunday afternoon, having a delightful mood rite now, even i'm actually in studio rite now,well, i alwayz in studio in fact XP. I think probably because i'm listening to some of my most delightful song~ Just wanna share some quick fact with u, i love music, n i can admit confidently, i have a taste in music, n without music, i'll be lifeless. I won't narrow down my range of taste just because "i should". In fact, things work out quite the other way round to me. A human is complex, usually we won't have just that one or two personality only. I tried before to find the real person inside of me but things turned out, every aspect of me is the real me as long i know i'm not acting or sort. Same goes to music, certain music will stimulate some side of u, music itself is ever changing n very lively. For instant, have u ever listened to a song n said, "its from my childhood" n even though u didn't like it back then, but now the melody keeps on echoes in ur brain. Times added different dimension to music.

Point being, to appreciate music, learn to be open-minded n more acceptance, it's like the philosophy of being human, everything is ever changing.

Bad days n good days, so be it. What summarize our days? Our reason to live.







The two song to share with ya'll guyz, enjoy ur (whatever it is) Sunday! ;)

Gone Weekend Gone

Lets bid Friday farewell soon, there comes time to hang out wf ya fren, deciding for movie, a casual stroll at the discount papers gallery, wasting time guilt free...........o wait, that was like 2~3 yrs ago.

Well, i foresee this will coming. So, i dont feel anything with it, then again.....to be honest, i was lying. Who the hell on Earth would love their weekends occupied by the extensive work/study schedule. If u do and ur a human, let me noe, n disprove my statement XP....

I dont care the other stuff right now, i'll make good use of this few hours before i go to sleep n off to another starting. Urrgghhhh~ I really wan 2 sing K so much!!!! T.T........

Enough of those complaints, let's get bak to wad im about to share~

Today, us, d workbase 2 students, march our way from UTM all along to Cyfu's house....Not open house, but for the sake of our minor project of this semester final projects. I was really excited cause Cyfu seems to have his taste in art and deco, but really anticipating so much to take a "real" look at his house. Cyfu oweiz said he haf had several conflict with his wife just because there's a crash in terms of furnishing and decorating concept of the house.

Despite what he said before, wtf, his house looks juz perfectly good to me. Yeah, i notice a few existence of elements inside, honestly, things work out quite ok. The only strange thing i notice of the house, i that the toilet and the kitchen are located near the entrance there. When u 1st enter the house, u cant miss the dining table mostly thanks to the obvious and strange arrangement of rooms in the house XP. I think the most beautiful n attractive part of the house is the garden and the living room. I love the setting and atmosphere of the living room, it's welcoming, relaxing and warmth...meaning u'll feel homey there~ Sorry i din take much photos 4 display since my camera seems to runs out of battery easily (i wanna buy a new one><!!!!)..Thrs a sliding door in the living room which eventually leads to the most beautiful part of the house, D Garden~ (Not De Garden from previous post ;P). Thrs a warkaf there and a small man-made pond fill with tadpole or some sort like that. It very green and very tropical...and a lamp holder was tied to a tree, very interesting n i think its playful XP.

 A quick glance at the workspace

 I love the hanging chair~

Living room

After a brief explanation of wad we gonna do, we then proceed to his studio, immediately, we snapped a few photos of the surrounding. I think his studio is ok but obviously he didnt do much decoration thr, rather, he made it his gallery of his past work~ Our task is "Room for change", which we required to redesign the space or renovate it according to what we feels like. I'll going to change the space by alot, i guess XP

If ur from his work base, or previously from his workbase, i'm quite sure u'll noe moz of the time he'll try to be the analyst and tell us bout our personality or some sort. Today, he analyse us in terms of our working progress, he din said much on me but oni one word, "slow"....my heart broken *sob sob*...Nah~ Im juz exaggerating a lil' ;P....His term of slow refers to my working speed, i noe i alwayz slow because im easily bored compared to the other members of the workbase....Yes, i did occasionally half way skip my work sometimes but i comes up with an excuse, i work for Quality! (lame =.=") Lolz...If its benefit in achieving my goal, then what's bad in changing?  Huh! I'll try to work on it!! Work hard but smart~ ;-)

What's my goal? I wont tell u until i achieved it~ (this kinda attitude in chinese known as "dog")

Penduduk Jahat: Selepas Mati

Watched the movie back when i was still at Kampar wf my frenz two weeks ago.
It is not a wise choice to bring along the thought "i wan an up to standard movie" to watch this one.
First of all, this movie cater to the Biohazard series hardcore fans. So, if ur not one of them, ur not gonna feel the same way as they do for the movie.

Im not gonna write spoiler here in case some of u haven't watch it. Anyways, I think the movie is quite good, at least good for killing times, WAYZZZ better than "Pirahna" which is totally wtf.

       If u played Silent Hills, u'll noe the giant undead in the movie kinda resemble the a monster from that game.

Story wise, i will said it is quite predictable and some part of the story they didn't wrap it quite well. It is just about ok to me. The thing which appeals me the most in this movie is none other than the characters.

To be honest, i like the characters of Resident Evil in games more than in movies. However, this time round, as if there is an evolution of characters.

                                                                 Ali Larter as Claire Redfield

Claire Redfield becomes even more cooler in the movie. She has more of  this "care less of unnecessary things" attitude in the movie, which quite a contrast to the personality of Claire in games.

                                                                           Milla Jovovich as Alice

Alice had been more humane and masculine at the same time, her sound is a lil' rougher than last time though. This time round, they finally introduce this new character from the games,

                                                            Wentworth Miller as Chris Redfield

Chris Redfield, who is played by Wentworth Miller from Prison Break, is quite a signature for Biohazard  (together with Jill Valentines *myfavourite*, Leon, Claire Redfield, and Ada Wong).

Im really satisfied with the actor choices on characters, but b4 the movie is out, i thought Chris Evan will b the Chris! I mean, man, he has the look(and body XP) and attitude of Chris! Well, Miller is not much of a bad choice too, since his portray of Chris is more like the Chris from Biohazard 1, OR, he's more like Leon to me.

                                             A comparison of Chris and Chris, pictures from other sources

Since RE: Extinction, i haf a thought on Claire Redfield choices, n i thought Jennifer Garner(her Alias image) quite fits the criteria as well, but the choice of having Ali Larter is very surprising and it is indeed a right choice since she manage to portray a serious yet feminine figure of Claire in game. Albert Wesky, who is played by Shawn Roberts, is an exact portrayal of the game's Albert.

                                                             Albert Wesker by Shawn Roberts

I also love the opening of the movie even though the girls shown at the starting is not even relevant much to the movie (of coz i noe the fact she is the penduduk jahat >.<), watching the opening scenes is like watching the fashion shows to me, because of the Japanese gal n Mila Jovovich. Please dont expect less from a fashion model guys, R-E-S-P-E-C-T~ Lolz....

             The Japanese opening high-heels zombie gal          

 

                                               " Is that the way to treat a gal like that?" - cloned Alice

Overall, i think this movie scored 6.8/10 marks, the downside is mostly on the story and the final boss fight. The turns on? The Barrel gun with coins as bullet.
PS: Im anticipating for the next RE, for a reason. ;)

Finally.....can take a breather

Hi guyz~ 

Sorry for not updating the blog for so long but as u can c, im very busy with my assignments and researches. First i thought i wouldn't be much problem, so i just leave it thr and planned to do it in the very last minute. Consequently, i have lost direction on how to do and totally stuck at the beginning. Phew~ Luckily for now, at least i completed the whole thing at the beginning few hours of today (wf a cup of nescafe, which is in my opinion, useless)

Ya noe wat, itz juz one of the many assignments i'd just mentioned!

I have a few more to complete!!!! Submission date for most of them is quite near, which is 30th September.(Actually i just lazy doin em' during holiday and now all pack together ad >.<...haf to blame myself 4 dat XP)

Some more, my lecturer, Cyfu said: kesian u all frm wad u wrote on facebook, so submit ur draughtmanship THIS Friday...Me: =.="

Actually it's still reasonable and acceptable since i completed most of them, with a little touch up left.

I always longing for the hectic lifestyle when i was still a juvenile, because my parents dont have much time left for me after work, my bros seems to neglect me bak then n my sis alwayz busy for her school life. Now that i think back, i quite missed the days when i still have the privilege to mess around my parents and friends, days that we can said: I don't want to play with u! ...innocently.... XP 

And for now....... my coursemate is watching me typing this article...Lolz~ 

Updates for now is, thr gonna b loads of works coming to my direction. So, i will try to update my blog AS FREQUENT AS possible. =P

Happy back to work to me ~~ >.<

Work hard, and smart.

PS: I'll post my review of Resident Evil: Afterlife after this post.

Strawberry, Our Moment

Since last week, i can say i hardly have any chance to enjoy my holiday. No, not bcoz of the torturous assignmentZZZZ, i have to help out my mum (a little ;P) n sum family stuff i have to think abt......So, i decided to take d opportunity to Ipoh last nite mainly for movies, ya noe, to relax myself n spend my youth wisely ;)

De Garden

Itz a new hang-out spot in Ipoh, very nice indeed. My friend suggested us to have our dinner there.
The exterior is good, n i like the red metallic things, sorry i may not noe wad exactly is that thing, but i like it as the decorating element. The interior is comfortable, itz a bit like the Zen-style ID, where they will include earth tone elements n also "water". Not to mention, they'd done some good works on the lighting, which is the reason why i like it so much.

Love the staircase....bcoz lights from bottom seems like a cool idea.







Strawberry Moment

We have our dinner in Strawberry Moments, one of the restaurants in thr, the surrounding is good, as expected, the price is "good" too. Well, itz not actually a restaurant, it is rather a place to hang out and have a good time, but kinda lil' costy for that, i'd prefer to stay in Premas Curry house or mayb sum mamak XP....Nah, it does not sounds that bad. In fact, it's quite ok to have some desserts inside, which we didn't try out bcoz either some of us r too hungry or too full. I belongs to the former, so i opted for some main dishes.

One Chicken Italy Spaghetti, cost RM 12.90, not d moz expensive, cuz some of the desserts cost even more...

Me posing eating spaghetti with my Strawberry frost, total RM19.00 ( I can have two set McChickens Value)

Havent tried this before, some chocolate "da bin lou", RM 18.00 for the 2 person set. D juicy tomatoes is a better choice to dip , marshmellows not bad too~

These thing is made up of some yoghurts n jam, each with different flavor: blueberries, strawberry n marmalade.



Not long after our Strawberry Moments, we went for the movie, the main course of the day!!! We watched Resident Evil: After Life NOT 3D XP (I'll write a review for the movie in the next pose)

Conclusion, a not so bad nite, not d gila gila kinda fun, but rather, a temporary escape from my stresses~

ASTC - The "Gentle"men's Club

Perhaps u'll wonder what is ASTC when u saw the title if ur not from around here, Kampar.
Nvm, i'll explain to u.


A.S.T.C = Ah Seng Tuition Centre


My tutor, Loo Seng, started his tuition class dating back to Y2K (roughly ard dat time la). He gt his name registered under some legal forces n itz actual name suppose to be something like Pusat Tuition Seri Cahaya ( or so i recalled, correct me if i'm wrong)......We think itz AWFUL~ So eventually we gt the name ASTC, which is more easy to remember n way more cooler.(FYI: He's our + maths teacher)

*irrelevant to topic: ASTC aso stand for the trigonometry thingie, itz kinda like the All(+) to Sins(+) to Tan(+) n to Cos(+), if u still remember n noe wad im talkin abt...


The study environment thr is....actually quite laid bak...n....not gonna share abt the detail...shhhh....XP


He's not like ur ordinary teacher who plays the dictator or the aristocrat in class. He's very nice......in HIS OWN WAY.....^^".....a very unique teacher with his very own style deviate from the typical one, much like my lecturers, which is cool, but only......erm...well, watever...WE LIKE HIM!


Since our SPM dayz, we ad have a tradition thr.....we oweiz steamboat at his place, which we called it 劳工馆(it means the labors gather place), whever we have sumthin' to celebrate of, like reunion, ends of exam, somebd's bufday & etc....


Itz sem break for (almoz) everyone, so me n d gang decided to make another steamboat session yesterday nite~


Laz nite was a freakin' good nite, cuz in UTM, i miss the Cantonese vulgar words n the non-halal foods combo wf gambling there. Not to mention i hang out wf a bunch of Guys!!! Now Im feeling balance at last, for the past 2 months i have tonnes of gals surrounding me......(Lucky? YES!!! *cross ya finger*)

Belows r sum picture to display what actually happened last nite in case u just wanna skip my text ><

We have chivas,wine n sum sunkist n Tesco Cola....the rest is just for display ;P

The name: Nu Er Hong (direct translation: Daughter's Red)
Chinese drink this whenever the daughter is married during the traditional marriage ceremony

Sum collection of Loo Seng..look carefully, thrs a tiny n carefully crafted ship inside @@

After steamboat...Gamblin...but wat happened?

I oni noe Dong Lim has a cute face in the picture just above XD~

FYI: LooSeng is the one wf spectacle...Handsome? (ur...dun need to agree if ya dun think so ;P)

A genuine Prada of my friend, luv the skeleton so much, reminds me of McQueen, plus very well crafted

As usual....

Fat Qiao~ ^^

Person above: Eh! 识咩啦你! I may looked 20 but im 3~4 oni.....XP(Hehehe)

Last but not least...SUR-PRI-ISE ~..i dyed my hair....the color is not dat obvious though(Juz in case...)^^

It's Happening!

IT'S HERE!
IT'S HERE!
YES!
N IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!
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LADIS AND GENTLEMEN, 
I will now announce, this blog, Kaelogy, is officially launched!
Hurray!!!!!!!!!

Welcome to, Kaelogy...........Round of applause everyone!!  Woo~ XP

Firstly, i open this blog nt w/o reasons, cuz i haf hellatz of thoughts in my mind. Keeping it in my own confined thought "cage" seems selfish, it is always (way) better to share it wf ppl.

Ppl ard me had been persuading me(alot)  to create my own blog. I always wanted to, but, ya noe...u 'll need a very high motivation to start the engine.....wad's the motive? What can u do wf it? Wad to tell abt urself? Wad so worth reading bout' ur daily lives? ........................................... n the questions goes on~.....in d end, all questions points toward one simple letter-------------> Y?

Ppl like me will never just "settle down" in lives easily....Things will happened ard me....goods n bads....I like to question something to the limit, i will usually never stop questioning. I mite nt b asking u "directly", wad i do is, i keep it in my heart, n using scientific approach (meaning: Step by step..) to find my way to the answer. To put it simple, im curious, n evything ard that caught my interest, i will spend a lot time observing n studying it~ ....Pretty much expained y u'll find me silent, serious or behaving peculiar sometimes.

Point being? This blog is the opening between my inner world n the outer world. I will try to make as many voices as possible in here...In fact, u cn study my mental activities here, too~ I dun mind, well, that's human, rite?(Gepoh XP)

If u think u understand me, wait till u read this blog...eventually u'll have a different perception on me.
I'll twist evy thought inside u n brainwash ur mind!!! Wahaha!!! <----(uh...haha...^^")

In the end...




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