That's the quote of the day! Unrelated to the post anywayz~
It's a month away from now, before im gettin back...
It's always been good to stay at your hometown doing nothing and keeps on eating everyday. Get sometime to be with your mom and helping her out at her stall. Everyday looking forward to go home from work!!
Ah, wad a wonderful lifestyle ......................................................................................................................................................................
Actually, that doesn't sounds good at all, try imagine yourself doing these everyday accepting the "routine". Somethings should always remained in small quantity in order to balance the quality of it......
The most tragic, of coz, is that im missing alot of MOVIESSSSSSS!!!!! It's the peak month of the year for "great" movies , yet, im missing most of it!!
Captain America, Harry Potter, Apes.......Please!! Dun left me behind.......
Tyren's car gt sandwiched, Mr.Hyde vanish into the fourth dimension called MMU *poof*, others are like busying their own thing/college still on. Most importantly, my impossibly terrible driving skill is hindering me from driving out of 20km radius from my house. ARGGHHHH!!!! KAMPAR, PLEASE GET A CINEMA!!!
Well, good news is, MBO is under construction now (in Kampar old town area, near my place)! Hopefully, Hopefully, can get it done by next year, before my next end-year break.
Life can be sucks without these few things:
1) Love(any kinda form, including ur love to your puppy, i hate mine, by d way)
2)Money(Do i need to explain?)
3)Internet(Duh?)
4)Laptop(If anything happened to your desktop....)
5)Moviesss!!!!
6)Gossips( Juz admit. K? ;P)
7)Camera(Im gotta get it!! not so soon.....>,<)
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Other than sitting there reviewing my gain and loss by comparing btw staying in Kampar and Skudai, of coz, i also have dedicated some times for the next big event of "Architech"(the society's name), Malam Silaturahim.
The name of the event will be "NOCTURNAL". Not "nok-chun-nal" or "knock-Tuna-al".....It pronounce as "NOK-TURN-NAL". Lolzz, those are the funny things that i gt when im suggesting the name, well, undeniably, it's rarely used in conversation, plus, the first time i get in touch with the word is actually from playing a game which also called, "Nocturne". While "nocturnal" is kind of a derivative from the word.
Setting theme is not really something easy to do. Getting all people to get a common goal, most of the time, is even harder. Well, at least for now, we finally got this settled, leaving, still, TONNES of jobs to be accomplished.................................
O, and i heard somebody saying bout getting the event to Mersing (D'Rimba??)!!!
So, a beach party is what they wanted ey? Uh....wow, it's a truly "bloody" devastating idea.......暂时没眼看.....*eyeballs rolling*..........
.........................hopefully i got better mood in my next pose......... ;P
Anywayz, hope everything gets better in days ahead! =)
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Life as My Mom's Sidekick - Some Thoughts...
I didn't know how or why, I survived!
Gosh!
If u allow, may i ask you a question? If your mom is a hawker, will you, as a son or daughter, help her out marking down orders/delivering orders/collecting the bows and plates scattering throughout the hawker centre/washing dishes endlessly,BARE hand/getting cheated by some scrums for just the 1 or 2 ringgit change(n u cnt argue back,MOST OF THE TIME) or will you stay for like 10 hours there in the small non ventilated area where u'll b soaked by your sweat and be suffocated by the smell of the chicken soups everyday?
Seriously, no matter how many perfume u used, it just wont cover that smell...........No, im not talking bout my body smells, it's my Bag!!!! My poor nike bag, please forgive me.
I constantly get challenged by the people around me, usually by the ways they look at me and the questions they asked, out of curiosity( or doubtfulness).
"Why would you help your mom? Didn't you go to school/study?"
It really isn't bothering asking questions like these, however, when the questions repeated themselves, you'll just grow tired, eventually, fed up especially when they are from the same person!
And thus, i will usually reply them, "Im studying seventh form(since they always assume im Form4-6)."
The uncles around the area usually joking about me, saying,"Your mom is cruel, having a uni student to work in a place like this,"
You see, i do not have the most luxurious holiday nor do i busy for alot of events/functions.
Yes, im saving some money and Yes, im saving some Times too( u c, life as an architecture student dont have much holiday, after their 1st year- heard from my seniors)
The people i usually surrounded by, are from all walks of life, each with different thought and language.
The old, the young, the gossips mangets, the vain groups, the rich, the poor, and the miserable, not to forget some cheaters/conman/assholes.
When i studied carefully, they all have different interpretation of "me", regarding my identity. Some think im the pity boy got dragged by the misfortune of the family; some assume me deserved to "be like this" probably because they always failed to seek vengeance on my parents; some think it's harsh to have a son working around areas like "this".....Despite all the bad one, some still think im the good boy who helps out my mom; some praised me for my deed; some teach me some their knowledge regardless whether that will be useful in my position; some even share their own story and past to me.....
After i ponder sometimes, i realized.....
I truthfully feel nothing bad helping out my mom, at all, it is nothing to be proud of nor to be ashamed of.
I have friends who usually get proud of some smallest achivement till the level they have topped the national list; i also have friends who feels extremely embarrassed of taking a little more time reversing their car. Worst of all, some are soclever cunning that they kept their arrogance hidden beneath the cloak of his/her humbleness.
Yes, nothing to be proud of, nothing to be ashamed of, in whatever you do.
Despite today's society being brainwashed by the promises of the capitalistic Utopia,
I had hardly found the distinction between capitalism and aristocracy, as if they are inseparable just like the faces of coins, they are just like the different facets of the coin.
"The fittest survive", from the classical idealism of Darwin's evolution theory. Yet, many have misinterpreted the meaning of it. The "Fittest", as if?
Perhaps im dragging it to further from my topic, however, if you think carefully, they are connected. Everything is connected.
Well, it's not like i have gain nothing from the holiday. Probably the thoughts blossoms from the experience may paves more paths and options in choosing who i wanted to be.
Regardless, Now is still the Best! =)
Gosh!
If u allow, may i ask you a question? If your mom is a hawker, will you, as a son or daughter, help her out marking down orders/delivering orders/collecting the bows and plates scattering throughout the hawker centre/washing dishes endlessly,BARE hand/getting cheated by some scrums for just the 1 or 2 ringgit change(n u cnt argue back,MOST OF THE TIME) or will you stay for like 10 hours there in the small non ventilated area where u'll b soaked by your sweat and be suffocated by the smell of the chicken soups everyday?
Seriously, no matter how many perfume u used, it just wont cover that smell...........No, im not talking bout my body smells, it's my Bag!!!! My poor nike bag, please forgive me.
I constantly get challenged by the people around me, usually by the ways they look at me and the questions they asked, out of curiosity( or doubtfulness).
"Why would you help your mom? Didn't you go to school/study?"
It really isn't bothering asking questions like these, however, when the questions repeated themselves, you'll just grow tired, eventually, fed up especially when they are from the same person!
And thus, i will usually reply them, "Im studying seventh form(since they always assume im Form4-6)."
The uncles around the area usually joking about me, saying,"Your mom is cruel, having a uni student to work in a place like this,"
You see, i do not have the most luxurious holiday nor do i busy for alot of events/functions.
Yes, im saving some money and Yes, im saving some Times too( u c, life as an architecture student dont have much holiday, after their 1st year- heard from my seniors)
The people i usually surrounded by, are from all walks of life, each with different thought and language.
The old, the young, the gossips mangets, the vain groups, the rich, the poor, and the miserable, not to forget some cheaters/conman/assholes.
When i studied carefully, they all have different interpretation of "me", regarding my identity. Some think im the pity boy got dragged by the misfortune of the family; some assume me deserved to "be like this" probably because they always failed to seek vengeance on my parents; some think it's harsh to have a son working around areas like "this".....Despite all the bad one, some still think im the good boy who helps out my mom; some praised me for my deed; some teach me some their knowledge regardless whether that will be useful in my position; some even share their own story and past to me.....
After i ponder sometimes, i realized.....
I truthfully feel nothing bad helping out my mom, at all, it is nothing to be proud of nor to be ashamed of.
I have friends who usually get proud of some smallest achivement till the level they have topped the national list; i also have friends who feels extremely embarrassed of taking a little more time reversing their car. Worst of all, some are so
Yes, nothing to be proud of, nothing to be ashamed of, in whatever you do.
Despite today's society being brainwashed by the promises of the capitalistic Utopia,
I had hardly found the distinction between capitalism and aristocracy, as if they are inseparable just like the faces of coins, they are just like the different facets of the coin.
"The fittest survive", from the classical idealism of Darwin's evolution theory. Yet, many have misinterpreted the meaning of it. The "Fittest", as if?
Perhaps im dragging it to further from my topic, however, if you think carefully, they are connected. Everything is connected.
Well, it's not like i have gain nothing from the holiday. Probably the thoughts blossoms from the experience may paves more paths and options in choosing who i wanted to be.
Regardless, Now is still the Best! =)
Saturday, July 9, 2011
D.D.D.D = "Dev" is Dancin in D Dark!
Remember her?
Like a G6, like a g6~
That's Dev, the 22 yrs old artist now debuting her new single "Dancin in The Dark". Nice summer hit, though u might found some resemblance of "Like A G6" somehow, or is it just me? BTW, i like the video. Fabulous style, hills of hands, snake of temptation. n the Lil' Monster's paws.....I wont say the video is "better" than Gaga's "Edge of Glory", while both lacking of actual plots, i just found it much more interesting than "E.O.G" anywayz ;P
Like a G6, like a g6~
That's Dev, the 22 yrs old artist now debuting her new single "Dancin in The Dark". Nice summer hit, though u might found some resemblance of "Like A G6" somehow, or is it just me? BTW, i like the video. Fabulous style, hills of hands, snake of temptation. n the Lil' Monster's paws.....I wont say the video is "better" than Gaga's "Edge of Glory", while both lacking of actual plots, i just found it much more interesting than "E.O.G" anywayz ;P
Cover artwork for her latest single, "Dancin in the Dark"
Below is her new video for the song, enjoy, be free and dance in the dark!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Natalia Kills - Free (ft. will.i.am)
Simple video, simple song.
Simple, yet wonderful sparks.
A song by the sophisticated and talented Perfectionist, Natalia Kills.
Chill and be Free~ ;)
Simple, yet wonderful sparks.
A song by the sophisticated and talented Perfectionist, Natalia Kills.
Chill and be Free~ ;)
Sunday, June 26, 2011
The Dilemma of Moving Forward
Complaining and comparing, well, they are simply from the same family. How can you complain without even comparing? It's a very subjective thought, but hey, just find some times, sit down without music on and think deeply with silence. Where does it leads to, eventually?
Choosing Finding jobs seems like a proper action to take next, i'm not that motivated somehow, since.....I highly doubt that part-timers who works oni for two months (like me) are popular in the job market right now, provided it is not the gold-harvesting season (yet), especially in Kampar. How i missed my last job being a teacher, even though i have to travel back-and-forth all the way from Kampar to Tanjong Tualang on daily basis. Regular holidays, attractive salary packages which includes quite a sum of allowance, "challengin" journeys with lots of surprises even though with a fixed daily routines(personally think its awesome while most finds it stressing ;P), the "cute" students, and the nostalgic moments spending in the school(recalling my high school years).....well, with all these "positive" remarks, it definitely covers up all the down-sides.
Even though it was just a short period, honestly, i was devoting in the job and that attitude had got me lots of enlightening experience which i can't possibly get or comprehend as a student. Possessing the eyes of the all-seeing teacher while still being student-minded, i understood myself much more better. Sometimes, i will associate myself with some of those who carries the shadows i familiar with, seeing the bigger picture and learned from them, how they told my story, and giving me a new perception on myself. Who's the teacher and who's the student?
Stop!
I should stop being so picky right now! It's definitely the best time to make some savings for the sakes of better living during new semester which is just 2 months ahead from now. However, what drags me off is the need to pull myself off from the needs of worrying and just have some precious and thoughtful moments for myself before back to my ordinary hectic life.
What should i do? Hmmm...........
Pray i not regret in my next decision.....
Even though it was just a short period, honestly, i was devoting in the job and that attitude had got me lots of enlightening experience which i can't possibly get or comprehend as a student. Possessing the eyes of the all-seeing teacher while still being student-minded, i understood myself much more better. Sometimes, i will associate myself with some of those who carries the shadows i familiar with, seeing the bigger picture and learned from them, how they told my story, and giving me a new perception on myself. Who's the teacher and who's the student?
Stop!
I should stop being so picky right now! It's definitely the best time to make some savings for the sakes of better living during new semester which is just 2 months ahead from now. However, what drags me off is the need to pull myself off from the needs of worrying and just have some precious and thoughtful moments for myself before back to my ordinary hectic life.
What should i do? Hmmm...........
Pray i not regret in my next decision.....
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
After Light, Night Falls.
Time to rest, truly rest.
It's been 1/2 yr since i last saw my dad, a year in architecture, 1+1/2 yrs since EGS ended, 2 yrs i bid my old life farewell, and 4 yrs from my depressed old self.
I'm probably the luckiest person in the world, to have gone through these, with smiles and people supporting me. It doesn't matter what i'd been through anyway, it's matter who i am now, detached from the haunting images of the past or the fear of unpredictable future. Looking at me now, i'm still ok, that makes me proud . That meant more than anything to me, senses of living, at the present. It is indeed, contenting to count down till the end of a day, with every tiny moments u have in a day. It doesn't matter how grand or dramatic one's living is, adventure is always not about how good it looks, it's always matter how you paint your colours on it, making sparkle out of little thing. With all the sparks gather, it's form larger sparks, firework!
2 months of holidays, after Terang workshop, before the beginning of another semester. From junior to senior, well, i feel less psychological changes compared to my highschool years, in terms of identity and thoughts. A sign of mature perhaps? Or just that i'm still as young as my (future)juniors? Haha, i don't really bother that much on that aspect. All i noe is to make friends, stay happy, n keep my complaints as little as possible.
Before i'm 20, i was always so driven to achieve more and more, as a proof i'm not as weak as others perceived. Now that i'm 21, well, i finally understand one simple thing. Journey, created men; Men, in turn, created journey. Where we from, tells nothing about us.
A reminder to all including myself, Indulge yourself, have fun and dare to be wrong, in whatever things ya in. Now, it seems to me having good time in what we're doing matter the most in life. It's a tragic to live in a way that u can't enjoy whatever your doing, because, how can u even understand the meaning of being happy and contended?
To experience to the highest; to live to the fullest.
You need not any more things, other than you and Now, with joy and love.
Passion.
It's time for me to take a break, 2 months holidays, perfect timing for me to both reflect my past and indulge myself living in simplicity. =)
It's been 1/2 yr since i last saw my dad, a year in architecture, 1+1/2 yrs since EGS ended, 2 yrs i bid my old life farewell, and 4 yrs from my depressed old self.
I'm probably the luckiest person in the world, to have gone through these, with smiles and people supporting me. It doesn't matter what i'd been through anyway, it's matter who i am now, detached from the haunting images of the past or the fear of unpredictable future. Looking at me now, i'm still ok, that makes me proud . That meant more than anything to me, senses of living, at the present. It is indeed, contenting to count down till the end of a day, with every tiny moments u have in a day. It doesn't matter how grand or dramatic one's living is, adventure is always not about how good it looks, it's always matter how you paint your colours on it, making sparkle out of little thing. With all the sparks gather, it's form larger sparks, firework!
2 months of holidays, after Terang workshop, before the beginning of another semester. From junior to senior, well, i feel less psychological changes compared to my highschool years, in terms of identity and thoughts. A sign of mature perhaps? Or just that i'm still as young as my (future)juniors? Haha, i don't really bother that much on that aspect. All i noe is to make friends, stay happy, n keep my complaints as little as possible.
Before i'm 20, i was always so driven to achieve more and more, as a proof i'm not as weak as others perceived. Now that i'm 21, well, i finally understand one simple thing. Journey, created men; Men, in turn, created journey. Where we from, tells nothing about us.
A reminder to all including myself, Indulge yourself, have fun and dare to be wrong, in whatever things ya in. Now, it seems to me having good time in what we're doing matter the most in life. It's a tragic to live in a way that u can't enjoy whatever your doing, because, how can u even understand the meaning of being happy and contended?
To experience to the highest; to live to the fullest.
You need not any more things, other than you and Now, with joy and love.
Passion.
It's time for me to take a break, 2 months holidays, perfect timing for me to both reflect my past and indulge myself living in simplicity. =)
Sunday, June 5, 2011
In a Dark Time like this..........
Obesity took over the day!!!!!
Shyt!!!!! I seriously need to work out ad!!! After Terang workshop of course.
A filler post, for sure.....Sometimes, i feel like i should have just post on Twitter but the problem is, who's goin to bother it when u haf like "zero" friends who used twitter? Hmmm.......USE TWITTER PLEASE!!!!
Well, that doesn't mean that i would abandon my blog, just that when i wanted to post something short, blog seems unsuitable, ey? Posting on FB is over exposed sometimes consider everybody is equally nude on FB.
So, twitter???
Shyt!!!!! I seriously need to work out ad!!! After Terang workshop of course.
A filler post, for sure.....Sometimes, i feel like i should have just post on Twitter but the problem is, who's goin to bother it when u haf like "zero" friends who used twitter? Hmmm.......USE TWITTER PLEASE!!!!
Well, that doesn't mean that i would abandon my blog, just that when i wanted to post something short, blog seems unsuitable, ey? Posting on FB is over exposed sometimes consider everybody is equally nude on FB.
So, twitter???
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