Not Failure, Low Aim Is A Sin

It must be borne in mind that the tragedy of life doesn’t lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach.

It isn’t a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled, but it is a calamity not to dream. It is not a disaster to be unable to capture your ideal, but it is a disaster to have no ideal to capture.

It is not a disgrace not to reach the stars, but it is a disgrace to have no starts to reach for.

Not failure, but low aim is sin.

- Benjamin Elijah Mays

May life be peace... epic...and whatever

A long time of silence for the blog it has been.
In this time, i didn't wanted to get into anything, a moment for me to sit there just silently, be a silly staring into the blank.

Well, fortunate enough, the long semester break came just in time as the remedy for my exhausting months of dramatic life. It's not the princesses chaotic relations nor the mysteries behind all the evil schemes, well, life just get tiring when all things keeps on changing all the time, at least i'm still obsessed with bright blue skies and ......hate the random hanging of my laptops.

However, that's the beauty of living, ey? If plans and orders dictated the basis of life, how much different between the living and the dead? Even mother earth might spawn tsunamis and earthquakes spontaneously at will ;P.

Apparently, i'm managed to survive in UTM without the oppressive silence of Wyngy's mood swing and the ongoing pitch-y and bitchy noises of the gals filling the empty voids of time......Thank god, i'm just mildly masochistic....phew~

Sometimes, we need honesty, regardless it might be ruining the situation. The impact of honesty is life long, however, u mite utter in the series of unfortunate events once u converted urself into the religion of liars. Indeed, it happened, in the lives of people around me. Frankly speaking, i dont feel like an outsider in such an event, i just fear that i may not play my role well, everyday trying my best to lighten the burdens of my loved ones, but things just get out of hand. If u ask me, well, i'm not fully committed to this role.

May i say sorry that may never be heard.
May my life be peace, epic and whatever.

Ok, I JUST POST.

Sometimes, u want to live in a fiction.
So that, u can be somebody else. U always look up to somebody and wanted to be him, or her. Sometimes, you just want to be accepted, by people who u hardly agree or compatible. And sometimes, you will just too hate yourself, for the flaw than can never be perfected. Sounds like a time for Chicken Soup for Soul?

Hell, is this even related to what im gonna write. Whatever it is.......

There are actually dozens of draft before this one. I do not find a suitable one to post. Some advise me to post randomly. Erm, ya, this means i m posting randomly, actually.

I haf one post titled "Marsian under Venus Colonisation", funny, it's all about my recent life and thoughts to live through all the cats fight and the endless cycle of drama, changes of relationship and friendship in swift(within the years). I really want to post it, hell, something i hafta complain, i'll make sure it's through my mouth, REALLY(?). Well, it haven't been perfected, so i'll just make a short note here. There are two extreme radical type of venus colonization, which i have experienced, the Loud (can nv b diam) and the Diam-ned (dun get cheated by the softness of the exterior). I have experimented, that, the same sentence (with exactly same meaning of no offence) said at different time and mood, they can give me totally different interpretation/reaction. The two radicals are being friends, and enemy at the same time. To me, and lucky me, I m simple enough to not comprehend the complication they undergone. My mom said to me, "Of all the people, never believe women's words.(天下之大，女人的话最不能信）". Understand me, im not complaining, but im here to declare, imma victim of the colonization (i think).

So, i only wish for one thing, treat me like a gay guys, pervert, whatever u can think it as a guy, but never treat me, see me, and think me, understand me, feel me, as a girl.

NO OFFENCE. I'm just growing tired.

Does this post sounds retarded? Hmmm....well, i can care less. ;)

Well, i did promised for the previous months updates right? Cumin up after this retarded post

End of my retarding complaints.

A confession....

Let's admit, we all did silly things, and sometimes (in fact most of the time), we do it rightfully wrong. By action, or by mouth. Fault is a fault, u cannot change it. Doing wrong right or doing wrong wrong? I'm always aware of it. However the thing is, we learned from mistakes, only if we're doing wrong right.

D story? Did i mention it's a confession? ;)

Geez.........

Busy doesn't mean hectic, but definitely indicating my works are getting more challenging....

A lot have happened, but didn't really get the time or mood to post cuz my god dam life had been taken over by the insurmountable work loads.................Honestly, if i have time, i would sleep, deeply!

In high school, we got excited with this cute innocent idea of "No Sleep Tonight!", how "eye-rolling" we are......

Simply a filler post, i just wish everything goes right and i want scholarship, scholarship, scholarship and scholarship!!!!!!

More post coming up in April........if everything goes right..........

The Girl from Ipanema

By Astrud Gilberto and Stan Getz

Itz a nice, chilling oldies... Listen to it, when ur in the mood~

Things to inform u guys.....

K....herez da thing....

Heard some rumors whr u haf to send ya Lappie to factory if ya screen got problem or u cannot claim it even with warranty. Truth is, juz call the technical support, which i did it in my case, n hell yeah, 20 minutes of home services ended my 3 months of worries!

Point being, sometimes MOST OF THE TIME,opinions are alwayz juz opinions, YOUR ACTION is better than words, not a better expression, but a better proof of who i m.

Ok....i noe im startin to spin off from the topic again....Well, thatz all im gonna say, for now.

*Seriously, if ya lappie gt any problem, at all, simply call the technical support. Juz ignore those "warranty useless","they dun cover", "find d pc shop across the street to fix it" n othr unclaimed bullshyt. It's ALWAYS ur right to find out the truth YOURSELF.